The Re-Intergration

2012 is coming to an end. Its been a rough year for some, including myself. I just try to say to myself that things will get better. Still fighting for my life as a veteran, some days feeling like some 2nd class citizen. And this "job" I have isn't helping me at all. It seems its drawing more anger out of me which is not a good thing. Im just trying to take it one day at a time out here. This area isn't helping either. I remember it was so beautiful when I would come here as a child and spend the long summer days with my Grandma. She had cable television, something we didn't have back in E.O. Now the Ville is just a shithole, in my eyes. Maybe Im just complaining like everyone else. Maybe Im just bitter and angry like everyone else. Maybe if my daughter was still alive I wouldn't be feeling like this, but we will never know the answer to that one. Just another day in the life of a young veteran.